I Should Delete This

Today:

“Hey girl, you still seein’ that guy?”

“Which one?”

Every boy I turned more man 

since you asked me for my shaking hand 

flashed through my mind 

like whirling wind in a wind-turbine. 

If you had tried for my heart instead of demanding my hand, 

I wouldn’t have run to another man 

that wasn’t you again and again. 

I should have been your's. 

But, you took the wrong stand. 

And even though sometimes 

I think I still am, 

when push comes to shove 

love awakens love. 

An "I do" for "I do". 

-This Is What Happened After You