My Problem

I. Never. Stopped. 

Caring about you. 

in the silence, 

in the cold

in the anger

in the bold attempts 

to leave you behind 

I always felt this deep 

and unadulterated sense

of understanding for and of

who you are. 

You do not change. 

You may struggle to adapt yourself 

and sometimes you avoid pain

by inflicting it 

but you, yourself, 

do not change. 

And because of you,

neither will I

I'll always care

without any regard

for myself. 

- Scraping